Hello
folks and welcome to the newest edition of the Spectators Review: Life's
Progress in Retro-Spec.
Author's
Personal Note: It would help in the reading of this article if you where
listing to Andre 3000's song "A Life in the Day of Benjamin
André" off The Love Below album. Mostly due to the fact that I
was listing to in on repeat when I wrote this.
I would like to start
out this conversation with a little bit of history about myself; As it now
stands, I have joined the ranks of thousands upon thousands of kids and teens
who's parents have been divorced. Not saying that this
is a bad thing but I just never knew that it would come to that with my
parents. In saying that, one must know that,
even though I didn't think it would come to that conclusion, it doesn't mean
that it didn't look like it would. I was in denial about
a lot of things in my parent's relationship. A lot of times it
looked as though they where fixing things and that everything would be ok and
then turn around and it blows up in me and my siblings faces. My parents where always arguing about
things as well, from the biggest of issues to the smallest of things, there was
nothing they didn't' argue about and it is at this point that I would like to
start my life review from this starting position.
For the past nine
months I have been "involved" with a young woman that I met at
work. Now this girl, I will admit, is
gorgeous in every single way and the why she carries herself, one can tell that
she is no push over, she get what she wants. So needless to say
that being the shy person that I am, I was pursued by this young lady. Once we got the ball rolling afterwards
I started to notice that, even though she was ideal woman to be with I quickly
came to the conclusion that she didn't think the same for me. I'll admit that I have some quirks that
would take a certain group of people just to understand me (hence my current
friends) but it started to become obvious to me that, while she meant
everything to me, her interests where only skin deep.
Well
that was the intro, we'll see where this thing leads to tomorrow,
Until
Then
I'm Out, like all the energy I used playing Halo 3.
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